I am in a good place for once in my life.
The fog is starting to lift from my mind, my thought processes are becoming clearer, I am beginning to get myself back after the last 4 1/2 years of hell.
Things have changed so much during that time, life doesn't stand still just because you are fighting for your life.
Cost of living has gone up (allot) and my husbands wages have gone down (allot), with me not working since 2009 - we are under pressure economically. I never ever thought that we would be in this situation at this stage of our life together but having said that I never ever thought that I would get cancer TWICE.
Over the last week or so we have made some big decisions. We are going to down scale what we have so that we can consolidate our finances whilst supporting our youngest son through a difficult transition to a new school (I will cover that one in a post of its own). With him being on the Autistic spectrum its important to channel my energies into him.
During this time I am going to do more courses and studying so that when the time is right I can launch a brand new business.
The thoughts are in my head at the moment, still in that brain storming phase before I put pen to paper and a plan of how I am going to achieve these goals.
Big changes in our lives but exciting times really.
Things to look forward to.
Things to look forward to.
At the end of the day I have a most beautiful soul mate in my pony Cola, I have my dogs, a fabulous husband and two (stressful) but gorgeous sons, an amazing support network of brilliant friends and most of all I have my life and my health.
Life is good.
Haven't been here for a while but I'm so glad to hear that "life is good".., which doesn't mean it's perfect but "good" means that your feeling comfortable with what is going on, even if it's not exactly what you want. That happens all the time.
ReplyDeleteBeing flexible and choosing a different path that will work for you and your family is what we all have to do at different times in our lives.
So glad you're feeling well. The rest will fall into place.