I seem to have hit the wall.
I have been running in flight mode this year with little time to think about things. Living life on auto pilot as it were.
Now it's just caught up with me and I am facing what has happened and processing it all.
There are times when I want to run. Other times my heart races and I panic.
The fact that I am experiencing these emotions is very positive because it means that I am addressing them in order to move on and move on I will.